Beautiful Painting...

I just want to be loved
By the person close to me
Pretending to have fun even though I want to cry
Is surprisingly easy

I didn’t want to get sad
So I tried not to see the important things

Even though I lose everyone and everything
If only you were with me, that would be enough
Why is it in this world only the most beloved things
Why is it things keep falling out of the palm of my hand

I won’t tell you my real feelings
Because it’s embarrasing
Tears, temperature and smiles might actually exist in this world

From the shore I saw you
and it looked just like a beautiful painting

Even though no one and nothing was left
Because you were here I felt relieved
Even though I didn’t tell you
I thought we would always be together in this world

If the order of tomorrow and today were changed
If tomorrow became yesterday
Would I be able to meet you again

Tell me, what I looked for
And what you looked for
If we found that, what could’ve been
Like this endless sea
If we put our everything into it, would we be able to be together
In this world, if I was deeply loved by you
I wouldn’t be feeling so lonely...